DAMN DAMN!!!SHIT SHIT!!!

OMG!!!i knew this would happenend....rbk hancur...i'm scared....tau tk declare that i'm a smoker...but gd laa..better to tell..rather than she know it by others...i really hope nth will happened to our relationship...its all my fault...i would rather stop smoking rather than to c her angry and dissapointed towards me.....ahh...dmn....ya allah...tolg laa...jgn la..hubungan kita putus..tk nk tk sanggup...haiyoo...:( :(...i can sense that she is mad at me..really really mad....haiyoo...cara dier eply da leh nmpk....ahk...tidak...tkle...omg omg....noo..... i;m gonna stop smoking don't care even if it makes me going to b sick..tkpe..bia sakit...daripada break..ahrrr...noooo...tidak....ahhhh....:(