PLS!!!TELL ME IT DID NOT HAPPEN!!!

hey guyz...feeling so lonely n heartbroken right now..cause..yesterday..the relationship we had has stop..n i don't know y...knaper ahk..when i really like this person.. she dum me...its like does she have feelings??..can't she give me a chance....who knows i can b a better person towards..her...:(..just damn it la...gerls are all pembastard..hate it man...love...does she really know whats the meaning of love...u want to say that im being immatured...like..WTF!!! as wat as i know..i' not immatured it just that..i like to joke around, loya burok..come on don;t tell me that is being immatured or bdk2...life is full of happiness..enjoy ur life right now..b4 it ends...who knows tmorrow we will leave this world forever..so..sometimes.being matured way of thinking sucks towards me...it feel stupid.asyik kene control..our way of action..come..its a free world dude...so selit2..aahk..perangai immatured too..as long as u r n childish ok wat...but its right laa..different people has their own way of thinking...to think carefully perangai bdk2 laa is the best....its like haleyluyaa....haha..nvm la.a..since she wants to stop this relationship..so be it...aper leh uat da org tk sudi...just accept the fact laa....n btw this is the first time..i cried bcause of breaking up...idk y...haha,,mayb i have luv her so much..well what have been done can't be undone..so just let bygone be bygone...lets just b frens...n who knows by being a fren we may get to know each other better...ok la..enough of typing...just wanna express my feelings on this post...cause this is one of the way of me release all the stress, anger...n watever..laa... 12.10pm